I’m stuck in my own
Orbit. Losing track of all the
Rocks flying over me.
Can’t help but believe it.
Believe that I found something.
It’s gotta be real.
I’m searching and searching.
Yet like Icarus this dream burns up in sorrow.
I’m wandering the stars
Trying to find a place where
I can belong because
It is all an asteroid belt of emotions.
Want to see me break apart?
Well why don’t you come
And see me fall?
Like a shooting star? Or rather Icarus near the sun.
Either one doesn’t matter.
I’m searching for Vulcan.
Find me up in the stars because
I won’t be coming down.
You can tell me it is all insane.
Maybe I’ve lost my way,
But it is too late.
This is what I got to show. It can’t be too late!
Searching in the stars
Oh how I wonder
Where you are.
Vulcan, my hero.
You’ll burn all the pain away.
Fuel my ego.
In the stars I search for you
Because on Earth I’m just nothing.
In you I find no fault,
We’re the same: misused, betrayed, and overlooked.
Maybe we could be the same
Yet maybe I should have been Icarus in the story.
I can’t help but search the stars.
Oh how I wonder
Where you are.
Vulcan, my paradise.
Sometimes I wonder
What it means to really cry with
Emotions. After all,
Who says I have them?
Maybe I’m overlooked
Because I cease to be.
I find no fault in myself
All but the one where in others I trusted.
On this earth I freak out.
Tore myself apart.
Lost to be theorized.
Can’t say this is what
I want because I never
Got to chase the shooting
Star that overshadowed me.
It’s all just so off,
Being adrift in space without
Joy. It’s all just a
Coffin.
Like Icarus I've flown
Too close to the sun,
Now cursed trying to find
Vulcan my paradise.
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