The world is right there above me,
Nothing but my own thoughts
Keeping me from falling…
Heaven’s above
Yet I’m falling into my own Hell.
You hide your face from me,
Rejecting everything you did to me.
But I’m still accepting all there is.
I’m now lost underground.
Can’t see to find my way
To the heavens.
Maybe the hands of the dead can drag me where I belong.
The world’s inverted from the inside out,
My army has fallen and so has I
Once I flew too close to the sun.
What if we could change?
Isn’t it fun for all of us to
Go deranged?!
We’re sick puppets in
Your game for self-destruction.
Was it always your plan
To leave me for dead?
Did you watch me fall from
Heaven just for me to listen to the symphony of the dead?
Everything I know is all wrong!
Faces I know but they’re from the people
Who denies my own.
I’m freaking out!
Losing myself as
I fall into this Hell.
Am I even alive
Or is this some kind of nightmare?
Would you even care if I drowned into this sea of hate?
It’s all the same with you.
I say you’re the one I hate but
Then you smile and say “that’s great”.
The mask on your face
Is what I dread when you pretend
It’s alright but just know
That I’ve lost any resemblance of my soul.
Maybe the symphony of the dead could sing me
A swan song ‘cause
This world ain’t what I want.
I’ll hide in the shadows every time you pass by.
Everything is inverted in the world and I’m losing my mind.
I hate it when you say this is fair,
You tell me I’m the one who thought
About this wrong.
It’s like I’m a kid in your game.
Treated like a stray in the rain!
I hate when you say that because
This just isn’t fair.
You make me feel like I’m drowning but you don’t even care.
Fly away! This won’t change!
The world’s inverted and you just
Ride it out like some kind of phase!
Well just know that there
Are people I know who don’t
Even know my name!
Somehow I’ve been erased from the game!
Falling from heaven yet you sit their
Smiling as me as the world becomes inverted
From happiness to pain.
I’m drowning!
I think i know that this just isn’t fair,
I do everything for you yet
You throw me in the ocean.
Begging for air yet I just drown.
Maybe I should just fly away,
Hoping that something will change.
Maybe the crying will stop
As the pain fades.
I wish I could breathe but
I’m falling from heaven
Into the ocean
I call hell.
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