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"Cold Crush"

sebastianantioch

All this time I’ve been frozen

In time, only to be erased

When I’ve let my guard down.


Upon this tomb I fall into…

I’ll never be able to run away from what has been

Done.

Remember when you said you’d be there in the end?


I have nothing left to say,

We’ve gone separate ways.

My ambitions went wrong that night

And here is the pain.


This time is finally different from the rest.

And yet here I am unsatisfied with the result.

Endless days and nights of wanting to

Say how I feel only to be shunned and erased.


What can I say?

I’m totally to blame for what happened that day.

The chances of us ever being happy fell

Off of a cliff.


I’m hopelessly wandering this tundra

Of broken promises.

I’ll let you know I tried to keep mine,

But yours are nowhere to be found.


Everyone has a target on my back

But there you are, a ghost haunting this track.

I’m lost and don’t wanna be found

But who am I kidding? I just want the attention.


After everything we’ve been through,

Is this really it ?

I’m lost and don’t wanna be found

In a place like this ! The thought alone just makes me sick.


Endless footprints in the snow I try to follow

And yet everything just turns up cold.

Exiled just like the others,

No fair trial for a skeleton like me eh?


Losing myself in it all…

Over and over again.

Haven’t we played this plotpoint before ?

What’s so different now except for me being alone and cold?!


Everyone has a target on my back,

But there you are, a ghost haunting my days.

Can I really be burnt out ?

I’m freezing cold with nowhere to go.


How do I say goodbye to a ghost ?

I’m not holding my breath that

Things can change for the better when you’ve

Just left me.


Losing myself once again,

Can’t say that this time will be the last.

But I definitely will say this is the most painful.

Oh I’m so alone. Oh I’m so cold.


Can I really say this will be it ?

All I’m doing is following your footprints.

The tundra sky is streaming with northern lights,

While I’m walking with nowhere else left to go.


Exiled and cold,

Frozen and alone.

Haunted by a ghost,

Got nowhere to go.


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